A Month Earlier...

Posted by sky_blade at 12:15 AM on March 17, 2006.

I'm putting up this entry to prevent my blog from being stagnant again and sooner drastically unupdated. The past month has been sickening busy. Everyday I go home off work at about 12 and my online life was idle for quite a time. I don't know why I was that pressured, but I think I just really wanted to do good at work and get that "feel" that I'm really working. Thank heavens I was not given a project at the end of this week so here I am updating my blog.

The past month was really a non-event. I was not able to go to most people's birthday parties realizing that most of my friends are March celebrants. I just got to attend one last week- Kaye's bday at the Old spag house... just dinner and chit chat stuff... practically what I needed after a busy day at work. We took pics and I learned a lesson. Never experiment on your cam's macros. It may appear good on the screen but when you transfer it onto your PC it's different. I never thought over exposure happens on digital cameras. Hehehehe Too BAD!

Fine... I'm bored let's do the cam's sepia thingie..

Ok.. here we go.. hey! where'd my nose go?

 Chin chun su gang!

 Great party.. Bad pictures... it happens...

Currently listening to: Beep

2 wore my shoes...

The Perfect Lover... for me at least

Posted by sky_blade at 04:35 AM on March 20, 2006.

Jo thanks for tagging me... I found the time to think of the guy I really wanted for a lover hehehe

Rules of the Game:

1. The tagged victim must come up with 10 different points of their perfect lover.
2. Need to mention gender of target.
3. Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment saying they've been tagged.
4. If tagged again, there's no need to post a 2nd time.

Points of my perfect lover type (male)...

1.  Must have the looks that match/matches(is looks collective?) mine.

2.  Must have a great sense of humor and must always say something of relevance(for both of us). He needs to get my real laugh out(yeah I do fake laughs most of the time)

3.  Must be patient, understanding, calm and respectful.

4.  Must be clean and presentable all the time. Hehe. I look at fingernails, toenails and nape. Just think of how dirty the inner parts of the body are if those I mentioned are dirty. He doesn't have to be that fashionable.. he just have to wear right clothes at the right time.

5.  Must know how to spend money right. Not to tight about it but I don't need no baller nor a danna..

6.  Must be thoughtful and sensitive. He must be able to pull off great surprises and come up with creative ways to make me happy.

7.  Must be sweet and passionate. He needs to be a good kisser too.

8.  Must have interest in music, arts and entertainment so at idle times we have something to talk about.

9.  Must be smart, logical and practical. It would be nice learning new things together too so he must be open and willing to try things out.

10. Must be God-fearing.

Im tagging Bubbles, Meli, Pam, Vudang, Jaja.. whoever... 

Currently listening to: Ne-Yo

2 wore my shoes...

Holy Week-end

Posted by sky_blade at 01:10 AM on March 21, 2006.

I'm not really a church person. I don't go to a Catholic church every Sunday. And when I do Sunday service, it's in a different church. I was raised a Catholic but I don't abide by everything the church tells to practice. Honestly, religion is of no importance to me, I rely on faith more. I believe in God, in Jesus and the Holy Spirit, the Bible and the existance of demons. I can say I have a strong faith but I believe it doesn't require you to go to mass every Sunday or pray the rosary everyday. Last weekend, Vudang invited me again to go with her and her mom to Manaoag. I went with them once before but I was totally sleepy during the mass. It takes 5 hours to go to Manaoag and 5 hours more to go back to Manila. So 10 hours on trip just to go to mass.

So this is what I did...

OK stop over.. I gotta have Halo-Halo at 3 in the am. Vudang's mom staring and seeming to want to snatch the dessert from me.. too bad! sugar level must stay low...

I never really tire myself just to go to Mass. This last trip we had is a bit different. It was just then that I get to attend Sunday service in a Catholic church again. I was surprised how attentive I was during mass though I really didn't get enough sleep. And I was even more aghast when I lighted a candle.. not really my thing. So I asked Vudang to take a picture of me lighting a candle coz I thought it just happens once in a millenium. 

Props to Dang and her camera phone.

It's amazing how people from Manaoag are so devoted. I don't know if it's because rural people are less toxic that they have all the time to do these kind of things. I agree that we must spend even a little time to do sacrifices every once in awhile albeit I also believe that anytime and anyplace will be suitable to praise God. It all goes down to the heart and soul- that's what matters.

Currently listening to: Mary J Blige

1 wore my shoes...

Nothing can make me happy

Posted by sky_blade at 12:34 AM on March 23, 2006.

I don't know why I'm here at the office doing this entry when 30 of my friends are excitedly going to the airport to catch their flights to Hong Kong and some still dreamy from watching the concert last night. Yes, the 4-day reunion concert of F4 started yesterday. And pictures were already out... Waaaaaaaaahhh.. click on it! I swear it's worth seeing!

Zai Zai.. the Prince of every Fairy tale...

Jerry... god here on earth...

breast feeding??? .. what can I say, it's still the best for babes..

Vanness.. rough and chinky sexy!!! watch where those hands are going..

And my Ken... no words to describe waaaaaahhh

Waaaaahhhhhh... what am I doing here??? I really feel bad. Vudang, Ponky and I changed our minds and so wanted to go to HK. I called up three agencies and checked airline sites but there are no more available flights. I guess it was not meant to be. I always feel this stupid everytime the kind of 'Amazing Race' thing happens. I really don't know what to feel. There'll be 3 nights more... geez... who knows what'll happen! Well it's not just because I won't be able to see them perform. What's most sad about it is that they're all there having fun and I'm left here. I'm just dying of envy! Thank God for internet and Youtube and those who are so patient to upload pics and vids or else imma kill myself!

 Thailand patay ka sakin!

2 wore my shoes...

Wo De Ai Yi Chung Jiu Shang Yu Shui (My love overflows like rainwater)

Posted by sky_blade at 11:05 AM on March 31, 2006.

Another busy week it was. It was just spent doing my project. A bit crucial since it's the first I had with the team I'm gonna be with for, probably, the rest of my GXS(my company) life. While I was going through the thing, I still can't get the frustration of not being at the F4 concert out of my mind. Worst is, the family left for Bicol to have the grand vacation that we are all excited about.. or should I say THEY are excited about... OK OK.. Initially, this was the reason why I didn't join my friends to HK for the concert, coz I was saving my leave from work for this vacation in Bicol. Came Saturday and they were like.. "ok we're setting off for Bicol on Monday.." So I went, "What? I didn't file for leave yet and I was given this project for the whole week... What am I supposed to do?" and they went, "Just go on SL.." and that is just not possible. I chose to stay... and it brought me more misery thinking that this was all I exchanged my F4 concert for.... being left at home and extra hours at the office... Right priorities and wrong decisions do come together sometimes huh?!

Dronwed myself to the project but I can't help but cry from hearing my friends' stories. It was exciting hearing it and I'm trying hard to imagine that I was with them.. but it just dint work. But as I was looking through all the pictures and videos... I realized one thing.. I still love F4!!!

I can say that lately I stray away from being the fangirl that I am and focus more on life and my relationships with other people. But when things like this happen.. I lean back to what I enjoy doing.. yeah yeah bunch of fangirling!!! FANGIRLING- is there ever a word? Well if there ain't, I know by heart what it is and this is one of the things I do best. Hehehehe.. I learned a lot from it. Met a lot of people. Learned new things. Went places. Got lost in translation. It's just a  never ending journey. Sometimes I think how I became like this. Will this ever stop? Is it bad? Am I compromising other important things for the fun of it? I can't answer all mentioned that's why I'm asking.

It's April already and I'll be turning 23 soon. Too old for the fangirl thing you might say... but I swear I didn't get to do this when I was in high school and all my friends were boy banding and I was listening to 2PAC and BTNH. So I guess I'm just reclaiming what was supposed to be mine 8 years ago. Grant me the freedom everyone please?

So there.. I still love seeing even just this...

Currently listening to: Yong Bao- May Day
Currently feeling: triple it...

2 wore my shoes...