Entries for August, 2006

August 1st, 2006

The Fangirl Challenge (Part 2)

Posted by sky_blade at 12:12 AM on August 1, 2006.

Part 1- STAGE 1- The Fab 5

STAGE 2- LEE DONG WOOK

He's MY BOY! In fact, he's everyone's boy! Everyone knew that he was coming and most girls I know wanted to see him. Most people consider me as the Korean aficionado, so days before Dong Wook arrived they bombarded me with questions: When is he coming? Where can he be seen? Can I go with you? And in most questions, I don't have a definite answer. His schedule was a blur, we didn't even know what his purpose was in going here but it's not ABS CBN they said. So finally, there was news. Wookie will guest on freakin' WOWOWEE!!! I was immensely aggravated knowing this.. Wowowee is like a circus! Oh oh no! that is an understatement... it's a PERYA! Or however it is spelled. For graciousness sake! I wanted to see Dong Wook so bad but never will I go and watch him in Wowowee! I might even die from stampede if I do!

So there, Friday- no Wowowee but Dong Wook went to ELJ Center to meet the ABS executives. My friends texted, they went there and saw Wookie while I was having my Queer Eye book signed. Right after the event, I texted Joanie to meet up and we flew like zoom to ELJ! We arrived and my friends were inside and we can't get in coz freakin guard was so strict that he needed details of the person we're supposed to visit. Ok then, we decided to just wait at Starbucks. We saw some girls talking about Wookie, so we followed them and got confused on where to go until Meli appeared. Meli and the rest said that they saw DW again before he left. "What? I didn't hear that right.. He left?" It didn't register as fast coz I was merely denying it. Yes, he left and I didn't see him. This may sound funny and overreacting-stupid but I cried! :D I wanted to see him so bad, I flew from place to place, rushing and now I won't see him? That was the only chance I can think of that time, since I don't want to go to Wowowee. So I tried to compose myself and I kind of accepted the fact that I won't see him. The rest were saying that he'll be coming back tomorrow and I can see him. But it's a NO for me. Had coffee and had thoughts. I'm a fangirl and ain't nothing can bring me down! I want to see Dong Wook and I believe there are ways! I decided to go back tomorrow but I won't watch Wowowee. I'll just get in ABS since Leslie(Meli's friend) was already there to let us in and find DW! Joan went home with a broken heart. She's a fangirl for HK and Chinese stars but not Korean stars. She never took time to do something like what we did so she just decided to drop it. We stayed there, made kwento about my Fab 5 experience earlier and was about to go home when we saw a bunch of girls crowding near the entrance. Meli asked the girl, "Si Julian ba hinihintay nyo?(Are you waiting for Julian?)" We hate calling him Julian but that's how he is better known here. And this selfish, low class fangirl probably thought that we're just some girls who like DW coz he's "uso" so she said, "Si Manny Pacquiao!" P*@)(+=#! Who was this bitch fooling? Does she know who's she messing with? You can't have years of international fangirling believe your Manny Pacquiao chatter! Thank God for bags of GMRC, we were able to hold it in, besides I won't waste wrinkles on a wicked-selfish being! So we waited, then a bunch of Hanguk Saram went out and I knew he was with them! Waaaahhhh a little later he appeared! Looking handsomely white and shining!!! He's a god! Bwahahha Ang gwapo!!! I waved like my arms wanted to fly away and it was such bliss when he waved back. I fainted. Haha Just kiddin! It was a bit far so the impact was not that strong. So there, I decided to go to ABS the next day.

Woke up early, geared for physical rampage, just in case. So I went in easy at ABS. Saw artistas here and there but I didn't care a bit. It was all Dong Wook in my mind. Well, ok, I had a pic with John Prats bwahahahaha! I was surprised when I saw all my fangirl friends there too! We really didn't talk about going but we were all there and everyone's got their own ABS connection. So Vudang is friends with the Editor-in-chief of Star Studio and she's having an interview with LDW and the plan was for her to get us in. But LDW's management was a bit strict. We just went tambay, ate and stuff while Wowowee was not yet finished.. I was thinking of going inside and watch but hell no... I know someone's going to upload it on YOUTUBE or elsewhere! And as expected, someone did! Watch how Pinoy artistas are! It's like they're not artistas at all!

Waiting with fangirls is always awesome. It's fun even if you won't get to see whoever, the bonding moments that make it enjoyable. So there was a guest list for this thingie with LDW meeting ABS employees. We're not employees so we're not on the list. But like I said, there's always a way! The guard asked us if we were TFC subscribers and we just said YES! Coz you know how TFC subscribers are prioritized in every show. Bwahahaha maybe we look like balik bayans or something. I don't know what made them think that but we sure are lucky! LDW's management allowed us to see him, take pictures and say hi but no shake hands, caress or whatever! Waaaahhh it was so unexpected! We went in Studio 1 and found our seat. People were already in front so we have to stay at the back. The place was just small, about only 80 people can occupy the place, so you can see DW clearly from the stage. Some friends went to the front to take pictures. A little later he went out and everyone got excited! He was wearing errrmm, a black suit with real thin shiny leather tie, errmmm, I don't know how to describe it will pictures do? Aira took them BTW!

So there was a question and answer portion, he spoke mostly about his horror movie Arang. After that, the management allowed 10 minutes to take pictures and say hi! This was where the moments began. If you were Dong Wook, up on stage, the first people you'll see are the people at the center, which were us. And you'll be leveled along with the people at the far back, which was me, Glady and Ponky! So his first sight was us! Waaaah! I waved like crazy and to my surprise, he pointed at my direction, made eye to eye contact, waved and smiled! Waaahh! I died! Well, he did this to everybody else who catches his attention. So flashes were all around.. smile here and there. I wanted to make more papansin so I decided to ask Ponky and Glady to shout this out with me, "OPPA! Sarangheyo!" (silly but it means I Love You!) So on three we shouted it out, he heard it and made this shy expression and was seemingly laughing so he covered his mouth a bit. The old lady beside us asked, "What did you say?" Us, "I Love you po." Lady said, "Shout it again!" Bwahahaha! I was emptying up the remaining minutes just staring and memorizing his milky face. *Sigh* Later, it dawned to us that he's Ken, Jerry and Zaizai rolled into one! Vanness already had Lee Junki of course! Haha!

We went to EDSA- Shang Hotel, where he was staying. Chilled, had dinner so just in case he decided to hang around, then we'll be able to see him. We stayed there until 2am without realizing that the table we were seated was exactly the same table Dong Wook stayed to eat earlier. We didn't see him but my other friends who checked in did. But that's another story. Now I'm watching My Girl on DVD and his expressions.. dang! It's much yummier in person! So lucky to bring with me memories of sunshine on a cloudy day! Up next... Stage 3...
 

 

4 wore my shoes...

August 3rd, 2006

The Fangirl Challenge: Part 3

Posted by sky_blade at 03:10 AM on August 3, 2006.

Part 1- Stage 1- The Fab 5

Part 2- Stage 2- Lee Dong Wook 

STAGE 3- THE BLACK EYED PEAS

SOLD OUT. I was expecting this but I didn't do anything to prevent my remorse from happening. I lost all hope on ever having to watch 'em but Suy brightened my sorrowful day by saying that there are still some for Upper B! And Meli just completed it by buying us tickets! <333 I know the view may be far but I really didn't care much about that coz it's the music I'm after and I really don't fancy staring at Will I Am or APL's face. I still went to work since it was a Thursday. I don't know why, but I wasn't as excited as I am on concerts. Maybe because the recent concerts I attended were from overseas and it made me went through a LOT just to watch it. So by the time the concert was nearing, I can't sleep and eat- the excitement was just different as well as the expectations. But this one was easy, buy a ticket, go to Araneta and that' it. Meli, Suy, Ahya Nel, Tey and I were already there and I still can't feel like I'm gonna watch the Black Eyed Peas. Filipino time bored the hell out of us. Show was supposed to start at 8pm but the lights closed at 9pm. At last! The whole place got noisy with screams and glow sticks, now that's what I wanted to see and that same scene pulled the thrill out of me! Waaaahhh they're really here!!! Will I Am, Fergie, Taboo and Allan Pineda aka APL!!! Plus they had the band along.. Bucky Jonson! What a weird name for a band! The weirder, the better I guess!

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I can't remember which song they first sang. The whole concert was a blur because everyone was all in party mode, standing up, pumping their fists up in the air, shouting, dancing and screaming like crazy. Plus BEP sang a bunch of songs which was sulit.. One of the things I can remember was Fergie doing a drama like she was actually going crazy while singing SHUT UP and after that she did cartwheels across the stage, back and forth!! Hahaha I would love to do that when I go crazy... Another thing I remembered was when APL wore Barong to sing the APL song! Bwahahaha I think he knew he looked stupid because you can see from his face that he wanted to laugh. Then he breakdanced! Whoever does that in Barong Tagalog huh?! Here he is...

I was dumbstruck as well when Will I Am did a freestyle rap. At first it was just some random babble until it got faster and faster with some rhythmic tunes coming out of his mouth!! It was just so amazing! I say Will's got ultimate talent. He's musically autistic! And I love it when he rolls his eyes coz that�s the only thing I can see out of his blackness. Taboo danced like whoa! He didn't show that much skillz that time though, but I was trying to focus on his footworks.. so damn quick and looked easy but I'm sure it ain't. The band was awesome! I love the part when they played beats just by using tables and chairs. There were lots more to say. But the show, most of the time, spoke of Pinoy Pride. It was an APL show, I reckon. Will I Am kept on saying Philippines, Pilipino, Pampanga, Allan P throughout the show. And I've never shouted to the world that I'm Filipino that loud until Bebot. Everyone was shouting Pilipino! Pilipino! out loud and it brought a different proud feeling. Well you'd really feel proud to be Filipino after watching the concert not simply because of APL but in realizing that Pinoys can unite and support each other in so much ways. And that time it was MUSIKA.

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BEP is just *sigh* I can't put it in words.. but they're astounding performers. Musically, they do good live. Nice audience rapport- they definitely know crowd control and made everyone jump out of their seats and move their asses. Everything was a blast! Even that thing having a Black Eyed Peas day on July 26 -__- Haha! Too much love for APL ya think? Or another magic in Pinoy politics? So if you wanna see what I'm talking about, you have a chance on Sunday, August 6, at ABS CBN. I should've been annoyed by having it shown a week after the concert but I feel like everyone's really gotta see it! True skillz and entertainment- that's what this country should recognize.

Did I overcome the Fangirl Challenge?

No. There was still the Pussycat Dolls which I wasn't able to watch. But I didn't push hard to watch it because I thought it would be too much. I think they'll come back and I think I was too happy with BEP already plus I didn't have much resources ahehe. Everything happened in a week and it was all so tiring, troublesome yet rewarding.

The fangirl challenge was not really about having to see my idols. It was not being able to say, "Oh! I saw him! Yeah I was there.." It' not about proving. The true essence of being a fangirl is not the mere fangirling itself. It's the people, the moments, the things you realize while you're at it! I have had a lot of fangirl challenges before and what made me survive them, was having to be with people who are, yes, fangirls/fanboys. These fangirls/fanboys may sound like just ordinary beings sharing the same love for an idol. But to me they're the truest friends! They do not go with you because they wanted company. They go with you because they want you to have fun as much as they would do when you get the experience. They wanted to share this same feeling that they have without anything in exchange. And isn't that genuine generosity? There'll be more like this in the future I'm sure.. and no matter what, I'm up for it. As long as I'm with great people and I'm not neglecting other important matters in life. I'll be a FANGIRL... for life!

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